BBerrific!

I’ve not been blogging for quite some time. There’s so much to write now but just couldn’t find the time lately. I wanted soo much to write about our holiday last June. Too many pictures to upload and too many details to put up. Anyways, I’ve been putting it up on my FB instead. Though, I miss writing, I somehow recently found an easy way or rather the laziest way to go online (coz its rather easy to type on the keyboard of my laptop) so I’ve found this latest (maybe not) application which I’ve downloaded them in my darling BB (that’s how much I love my gadget…freak geek I know)! WordPress on BB! Kewl!..so easy and I can just update everywhere I go…so no excuse for not writing now. I am loving every minute of it now. So…till next time..TTYL *Talk To You Later*
PS : I really should stop watching Paris Hilton New BFF show!! Arrghhhh

The Song…Lullaby

Mum told me last night that dad almost cried on the way home in the bus. Why? because he heard “the song” he sang to his kids years ago on the radio.

Bring Me An Angel.

I forgotten how it feels to hold a baby in my arm, afraid I might squeeze them too hard.  I get nervous when someone asked me to look after their baby even for a second.  As though I’ve not had a baby on my own.

Its been too long now, I feel that I have to start all over again if one day with God’s Will (Insyaallah) will give me another chance to experience giving birth to the most beautiful living being. 

Looking back to the years with my precious one, I am blessed to have a beautiful boy but deep in my heart I say, I want another one.  I feel its too late now, age is a factor, not getting any younger, afraid of complications even.   It saddens me whenever people come up to me and asked “Just one? Why not have another one?”  I would just shrugged them off saying “Belum ada rezeki.”

It come to a point that I do not even want to think about it anymore.  Live life to the fullest with my precious one, giving him the most attention, love him with all my heart.  Well, that is just me saying I give up but still the reality is I want another one.

So bring me an Angel.

TV Baru, Meja Baru….Muka nak Baru?

Orang ada TV baru, kau nak TV baru.  Orang ada meja baru, kau pon nak meja baru.

Oh well, I am sure most of us are familiar with these catchphrases, at least for us Malays.  Sadly, these kind of attitude still exist at this time and age.  I am not trying to discriminate as I do not wish others to mine.  People take advantage of situation most of the time when they thought they have power over people.  Then again, people are not perfect, if we were, we won’t be tested in this world. 

If you can’t have (afford) it, then don’t need to flaunt it lah!

Curvaceous BaBy

From my last post, I was obviously head over heels over the BB Storm. 

Unfortunately, my feelings towards it were crushed yesterday.

Before this, several options and solutions were carefully considered since I am after all still “engaged” with another.  Although after deciding on going with my guts plus several sacrifices, we head down to get to it.   I was so excited to meet up with the potential but when I approach it yesterday, the feelings overturned into hatred!…ok ok not so drama lah ha….just disgusted actually.

I touched, I carressed and held it tight…….no feelings at all, in fact it felt cold.  There is no chemistry between us, no connection whatsover.  I was devastated and not prepared by this reaction therefore no alternative or other options made. 

Then from the corner of my eyes, something caught my attention.

A curvaceous, sleek and compact.  Is this my last option?  Well, I need a change. Fast.  And so decision were made.

I hope you are the one for me, make me proud, there’s alot to get to know in weeks to come.

Welcome to my world.

To Twitter or Not To Twitter

Its a craze right now I know!…following Ashton (kutcher), Oprah (Winfrey) & even Obama. Should I or should I not pursue this. What if it gets out of hand…my life depends on it. Well, what I need right now is the right gadget. The gadget I meant is Blackberry Storm! Oh gosh, am I into it again…first the HTC, now blackberry. So far it has not come to reality yet. Tempted by the offer by M1….

We’ll see.We’ll see.

Wisdom No More

A friend once said “Its better to have grey hair than a toothless smile”

At least you can camouflage it with a scarf or a trendy hat or even dye it right?

I kinda agree to that coz I am now toothless!!!…at least my wisdom tooth that is.  Now at home with a sore mouth and a swelling cheek. Seeping my bowl of chicken porridge and swallowing it down. Yeah..pathetic.

Just an Update!

We are doing fine except that we are missing our whole family (my mum, dad, brother and sister) who went for their small pilgrimage (UMRAH) last Monday.

The boy, surprisingly is doing well despite that he misses his grandparent & his beloved uncle & auntie so much.  He seems to be holding his tears very well the other day, trying to be brave about it I guess but I also think it also got  to do with the fact that he is excited to be staying with a relative while mum is gone.  You see….that relative of ours who stayed just next block from my mum’s has 3 young kids…so he looks forward everyday after school to play with them!…KIDS!..hehehe

Since nowadays we have to fetch him back every night,  I can no more laze around the house for 3-4days in a row…hehehe..because usually we would only fetch him on Fridays and have him till the weekend only and send him back on Monday.

Most of those days, mum will be the one getting everything prepared for the boy…breakfast,lunch,teabreak,snacks….etc..etc…

Anyway, I am really glad that we got someone we can trust to care for our son

Its been too long now

Its been too long now that I’ve not written anything, I kinda miss it. Alas, I am either too lazy or too busy of late.

Nevertheless, let me try to recap what has been going on so far …

This year we did not plan anything at all on CNY! Not even a short trip, oh well it’s too late by the way since people booked their trip months before!  We ended up staying at home doing nothing!  Arrrggghhh…such excrutiating pain I tell ya *sigh* What a waste, don’t wanna talk about it even.

Anyways, in the midst of it all, we’ve been trying to find a kitten for the longest time (er..like a month or so) to accompany our darling Kiki *see post Ragamuffin* 

Finally after weeks of searching, our hardwork paid off!…We found the cutest little thing!  And we named him Muffin (yeah I know..very cheesy right?)

Breed : Ragamuffin

Sex : Male

DOB : 10 November 2008

Colour : Smoky White

Temperament : Docile, Snuggly, Very the Manja

Oh ..this is the best part, the hubby has been complaining that the “Oakley” he bought from his friend @ $15 is too dark…even the design is way too simple I should say.  So days before V day (not that I celebrate it) I got him the  Oakley of his dream, brader tak leh angz…hehehe

I hope you are happy with it dear!

PS : I think I burst my bank account! Pffft!!

Passion to fulfill…

The boy made the decision….

To join the school soccer team for his extra curricular activities.

What… for CCA you ask? Yes. This primary 3 boy chose soccer.

There are mix reviews on this decision I should say, some family members thought this boy will get hurt and tired easily…but some encourages saying…hmmm..a good way to keep him fit.

As for me, I will always support whatever he decided on.  I am here to encourage him and of course advises him along the way.

Of course the more exciting part for the boy is to get himself the soccer boots.

Plus other soccer boots stuffs I guess…