The other day, I was just looking through all the old photos at my mom’s, searching for photos of me when I was young and selengeh (yah, just gotta admit that) to show to my friend at work.  I stumbled upon photos of me with dad.  It suddenly struck me how close I was back then with dad (I am his first child, after all). We used to play hide & seek together, shared a joke and sang me a song to bed. 

I still do remember the song he used to sing to my brother and me, by the late M Ramli (I hope I got the correct “Ramli”) and the song goes:

*Anakku sayang, Intan Diana (Yati/Zaki), kau lah pelita, hidup ayah ini*

And it did put us to sleep…….

Hide & Seek

I miss him soooo much….don’t get me wrong, he is very much alive & kicking, alhamdullilah.  It just that, how I wish I can turn back the clock and give him the same kind of affections that I gave to my mom.  Now that I am an adult, I am too shy to show even a bit towards him.

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Dad, please let me know of your feelings, tell me if you are sad or happy, whether you are proud of me or not and even share a story or two.  You have always been my hero, my saviour and my support.  I know how hard you work to support the family, worked from dawn till late night just to provide us in order for us to live a comfortable life. I may not show it, but Dad, I just wanna tell you how much I appreciate and respect you.  Now that I am young (OLD), I want in return to protect you and cherish the moments with you. 

Me & My Dad!

PS : I initially intend to write this post about what to get for Father’s Day but my sentimental mode got the best of me….hehehehe….sorry ladies/gentlemen, maybe next post or maybe next year okay

“Our Birthday”

My first boyfriend is born on the 17th of June, my second boyfriend on the 19th of June but my last boyfriend, who is my darling hubby is on the 18th of June. Okay, what’s with the numbers you ask?….hmmm…I am born on the 18th of June!…Got it!…how lucky am I to get someone to share your birthday every year especially that someone is your husband!..sooooo he got no EXCUSE to forget my birthday okay!

Although, we’ve been married for some time now…like 10 years!..I have not exactly plan anything special for the 2 of us to celebrate.  Its been like just a normal dinner every year, not a fancy one too or sometimes just stay at home, I know, I know, boring couple right?….I thought of planning something different this year but seriously I don’t know where to start actually.